Tuesday ,20 october

Very very upset today..!!! i fail 2 of my subject,which so important in my course!nid to resit it..Rm160...oh gosh....zzzzz...summore my Gpa only gt 1.92...summore 0.08 i can apply for the ptptn already...==! now i also dunno how...my father just say wan giv me one semester money see how my result 1st..haiz...now like that i also dunno how...

luckily still got mun yee comfort me and cheer me up...^.^...now i am feeling more better...i just very very hope the ptptn can giv me borrow money only...T.T haiz...i promised myself cannot so lazy in the future le....i must work harder and put much more effort in it!!

Gambateh for me and mun yee!!..xD

Monday,19oct

Monday,19 oct 2009

Today is monday,actually we should be got class start from 10am...but unfortunely class is canceled(dunno is consider lucky or what)so our next class is 2pm....so i slip till 10am i woke up(but my plan is 11am)..and i recieved mun yee's msg...she said the class at 2pm also canceled...i was like..okay~~~fine...so now we only left 4pm class...only one hour...summore is Tamadun Islam..actually very hope dunt go de lo...but 2day is last day for the college fee payment..and my ptptn things nt yet print out(but the main thing of course is i wan to see "her" la...xp)

I wake up and turn on compter...see gt wat comment at my f.b ornt ,unfortunely it doesnt have any =( ..i see many people play cafe world...then i also go try try lo..and i found it is quite fun...and i hired mun yee as my waiter...^^ is fun seeing many people walk in and out...then later on i no food giv them eat...they angry and walk out..lol ==!

Time pass easily just like twinkle of eye...the time is already 11.30am!!! but i was planned last nite i wan start prepare at 11pm...i was running out of time...so i quickly off my comp and hav my breakfast,mee which cook by my mother^^(mother back liao...wan shui!!!..xD) i just can finish half bowl of it,and i already so full(usually i can finish all and still gt bit hungry de lo ==!) i just can view sum headline of newspaper...because now already 11.40am!! i quickly go bath and i found it was 11.50 while i am finish everything..==

Without futher delay i turn on my proton"mercedes" and prepare to go mun yee's house to give her surprise^^..i take 40minute to reach there because got traffic jam abit and the weather is super duper hot!!! ==! i cant imagine how she walk to LRT station under the hot sun...plus i know she dunt like take umbrealla de...so i keep sms her some nonsense to delay time she walk out from her house....at 12.30pm i finally reach T-junction outside her house i dunno where she was(mayb already walk to LRT station?) so i decide to call her i say:"hi...where r u now?i reach le....she so shock and say..serious???give me half and hour,u go and eat 1st..."then i reply...k k k..i will wait for u...xD after that i reach her house i horn her...(hehe^^) because i saw her dunno put wat thing into her father's car.....she shock cause she tot who will horn her..soon she reply me with a deep smile after she saw me(i like the smile xp)

After that we go to the college under the hot sun...i push the aircond towards her and she push towards me...== SWT!...about half and hour...we reach college..i quickly find "ah gong" and settle the fee 1st...when we reach admin block...i found already have a long queue waiting for us ==...luckily "ah gong"found a friend and soon settle the fee already..i say thank you to ah gong and suddenly i found mun yee was missing!!! i was so nervous so i search her everywhere without direction...i walk along the corridor twice but i still cant found her...i call her and soon i found she just sit behind a notice board...she see me crazy finding her but show me she is at there o...== guo fen lo...(next time can pls tell me be4 go away??people worry ma..T.T)

After i found her and CIT just in front of us..so we decide finish Ptptn things at there...not within 5minute...i finished everything and i so funny see she busy on log in to ptptn website becasue i already finish help her printed everything..xD...then i tot she wan leave already who noe she wanna play facebook...so i sit down again and play with her...she show me a 2cats quarreling de video...it was so so so funny until peoples beside us also come and see what happen ==!...later on...we play spot the diffrent,we play till so high and sumtimes make up some noise...so fish when peoples are looking at us...(>,

After the class i sugest mun yee and xinyi with pei pei go toilet 1st,i say later on i will come with my car.i tot she real go toilet and my car just nearby,so i go canteen 2 wish to buy the text book of tamadun Islam for me and mun yee...^^

unluckily when i reach there the book store already close...=(....so i walk back to take my car...then i saw they waiting me at there...i was so fish lo,because they all tot me goin to take car de...>.<..when i was goin to my car i found my bottom part of my body is totally wet adi..SWT==!...after fletch pei pei home then she say she so hungry...so i fletch her to Mcdonald and order her favourite fish fillet for her..(i enjoy see her eating..omg..so cute...xp..)

无聊的一天

SUNDAY-18oct

hmmm...2day is such a boring day huh...my mother already go for J.B since friday,suddenly home become messy and 2day slip till 11.am only wake up...hehe^^...i tot i already so late but later on i found another people "pig" than me..hoho..she say wan go "sembahyang" with family around 11am...but i call her and sms her start from 1130am she also no reply...she miss call me at 1pm but when i call back no buddy listen...so wired -- i guess she is sleeping again or busying.so i sms her tell her when free call me back....

Yesterday she start sleep since 6pm till today..hmm..i think she real so tired le...really hope she rest well...^^ erm....actually i got my plan de...i wan bring her go sumwhere that can make her happy...

But now i think i cant fullfill this plan already,now is already 2.30pm =(

yesterday i ask her give me know when she finish "sembahyang",then i can go fletch her and go together.hmm..nevermind already la..it also can be next time wat...haha..XD

SUDDENLY i feel i having fun with writing blog and be4 that i tot writing blog is wasting time...

although no buddy will go view my blog and giving comment,but i think that blog can giv me view back wat i had done in my life...is quite meaningfull..XD

erm...dunno wan write what le................

To Mun Yee:GAMBATEH!! HOPE YOU ENJOY UR TIME TODAY!! ^^

我。。永远都在等你。。

这几天，真的发生了很多事～ 我重来都没有这么伤心过。我真的没有想过我会伤到你这么深，这几天你对我说的话就像利刀般刺进我的心，我才知道我忽略了你那么多；我真的很不想你默默去承受一切的伤痛。我很想去补救，所以我不断去问你我到底错在哪里；我没有想过这会让你想到过去不开心的日子和我做过种种伤害你的事，我又再一次Hurt到你那容易受伤的心。我也知道你很累了，你很怕那种再次受到伤害的感觉，你不想再为那些感情事而去想太多，去担心和伤心。我知道我已不能给你什么了，我只是希望我能让你开开心心，不用像过去那样每次你很不舒服还是我做错什么事时;你都把它藏在心里，你怕说出来会伤害到我，你以为我会去改过，你每次都在给机会我，而我每次都让你失望。我知道有时候我真的忽略了你的感受，你对我说的话我都把它当成耳边风；我以为你在对我开玩笑每次都没有去加以设想，而你却不同，你留意我的每个一一举一动，说过的每一句话和我们在一起的一些细节。我真的觉得自己很没用，自我们在一起的第一点起，我就已答应过我自己我永远都会让你开心的。没想到现在伤到你最深的人是我，我真的很想回到过去，让我们重新开始，不过我也知道太迟了，我不想你回忆过去种种伤心的事，我。。真的很不想。。

我现在最想做的是，我要让你天天都那么开心，一直守护在你左右；默默地为你付出。。我还是会每天给你字条让你知道我在想什么，我希望你真的有心事你你开心或不开心时你都会跟我聊好吗？